SPN Vid - A Pain That I'm Used To

[sacrilicious13]

Song Title/Vid Title: A Pain That I'm Used To
Fandom: Supernatural
Vidder: sacrilicious
Artist: Depeche Mode
Summary: Someone is always hurting Dean, and Dean usually lets them.
Characters: Mainly Dean. Some Sam and John.
Warnings: Angst
Author's Notes: My second vid for Sweet Charity. I hope you love this as much as the other one, marinarusalka! Can I help it if Dean suffering is just so damn pretty?
Spoilers: Contains clips through "Heart," but no actual spoilers.


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A Pain That I'm Used To by Depeche Mode

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance unknown
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds that are sown

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you concieve
You just need to achieve something that rings true


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Comments

[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

Firstly, my apologies if this isn't the first time I've left you this comment. I'm looking for SPN vidders and following links for recommended vids :)

Just wondering if you'd be interested in being listed as an editor on The Imapala (http://the-impala.co.uk/), a new Supernatural vidding archive which _gater_ and I have set up to run alongside our existing Stargate vidding archive Kawoosh! (http://www.kawoosh.co.uk/)?

If you would, you can submit your vid HERE (http://the-impala.co.uk/submit/).

We do have a hosting policy which you can read about HERE (http://community.livejournal.com/the_kawoosher/25189.html).

We also have an LJ comm running alongside the site if you're interested: impala_kaz2y5

Thanks :)

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

I've totally been meaning to do this since I saw your post of vidding. Glad you left this comment because it's going to force me to stop being lazy and actually do it!

[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

Aw thanks :)

I'm always worried someone's going to tell me to bugger off and stop leaving annoyiong comments! I'm glad you want to be listed, you can submit here:

http://the-impala.co.uk/submit/


... and I'll list you asap :)

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

Just submitted the first one. Should I wait to submit the rest of them or can I do it all at once?

[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

I have the first one you've submitted. Go ahead and submit as many as you like, but for now you'll have to just put 'new' in the editor ID number thing untill I've listed you. Ince you're listed you'll have an editor ID number so remember to check the editors page soon to find out what your number is, or email me if you're unsure :)