An hour ago my life was good.

[sacrilicious13]

I just had the worst fifteen minutes of my life. Kyle broke up with me because he can't handle doing the long distance thing anymore. The whole conversation was pretty much me sobbing into the phone. We both love each other, so I don't see why that's not enough. I feel like I can't breathe, and I can't stop feeling like it's my fault that everybody leaves. I guess it doesn't matter anymore that I got Valentine's Day off at work or that I had New Year's off.

I spent yesterday with Laura talking about how much I love him and how he might just be the person I spend the rest of my life with. How excited I was to finally have Laura meet him, I feel like an idiot now.

Why did he have to do it over the phone? He said that he didn't want me to come all the way to Boston just to get broken up with, but it would have been so much better. I feel like he wasn't even hurting because at least he wasn't crying, he sounded like he always does. I just don't know what to do.

In fifteen minutes this went from the best to the worst Christmas of my life.

I don't want people telling me to feel better. I just want to wake up and have this be a bad dream.

Comments

[dove95.livejournal.com]

Aww, this sucks! I'm so sorry! *hugs*

[deevious4.livejournal.com]

Damn, I'm so sorry! That sucks hardcore. You have my number if you need someone to talk to.

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

Thanks sweetie. I'm really not up to talking to anyone right now, but maybe in a couple days. He said he'd call me when he gets back from California next Sunday. I guess I'm just hoping that he misses me and realizes that it's a stupid reason to break up with someone for.

[deevious4.livejournal.com]

I hope he comes to his senses, that is an absolutely lame reason to break up. **hugs**

[la-folle-allure.livejournal.com]

I just wanted to say that even though this really sucks, you're an absolutely beautiful person and everyone here loves you long time <3

[gryfindormia.livejournal.com]

Oh, hun...

*hugs you*

[duia.livejournal.com]

Dude, WHAT?!




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[eclipsed-sky.livejournal.com]

Just know that no matter what happens you will always have the love and support of your friends. I hope things get better soon *GIANT HUGS!*