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Jan. 6th, 2009 10:00 pmIt's been one month. I can't believe it's been one whole month.
Today, I received the necklace that I ordered from the funeral home. It has my Mom's thumbprint etched into it. I can't get a decent photo of it with my camera phone, but once my digital camera gets here, I'll take a photo of it.
I stayed awake last night until the time when she died. I just couldn't bring myself to go to sleep. Around one o'clock I must have dozed off only to jump awake at....you guessed it 3:07 am.
I really cannot believe that it's been a month. The first of a lot more months. This big new life that I don't know how to do is looming up ahead, and I'm beyond scared of it. I'm excited too, but there's a lot of scared.
More than anything, I just miss my best friend.
Today, I received the necklace that I ordered from the funeral home. It has my Mom's thumbprint etched into it. I can't get a decent photo of it with my camera phone, but once my digital camera gets here, I'll take a photo of it.
I stayed awake last night until the time when she died. I just couldn't bring myself to go to sleep. Around one o'clock I must have dozed off only to jump awake at....you guessed it 3:07 am.
I really cannot believe that it's been a month. The first of a lot more months. This big new life that I don't know how to do is looming up ahead, and I'm beyond scared of it. I'm excited too, but there's a lot of scared.
More than anything, I just miss my best friend.
