SPN Vid - Suicide Note

[sacrilicious13]

Song Title/Vid Title: Suicide Note
Fandom: Supernatural
Vidder: sacrilicious
Artist: Johnette Napolitano
Summary: Dean has been in a very dark place since John died, and it's getting darker.
Characters: Sam and Dean
Warnings: None really.
Author's Notes: I've been wanting to do a Dean angst vid to this song all freaking season, and after "Croatoan" I finally had enough Winchester emo to make it. I'm beyond happy with how this vid came out!
Spoilers: Contains clips through "Croatoan."


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Suicide Note by Johnette Napolitano

Every night
You wrote another line
With a bloody, broken, bottle
And every day
You wish it away
Why don't you pull the pin
On that grenade
You cuddle

I wanted to believe
Bodies swinging from trees
Struggling to stand
With your head in your hands
A stoic last stand
Of a dying man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
That I did not understand

Every night
The questions poured out
Of your wounded eyes
Damn dark things
Every day
You used to pray
Listen to the black raven sing
You wanted to believe
As you were falling to your knees
Struggling to stand
With your life in your hand
The sad last stand
Of a broken man

I wanted to believe
As I watched your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
That I did not understand

I wanted to believe
As I watch your world
Crumble in your hands
I wanted to believe
As you raised your glass
To your last stand
And I wanted to believe
You would win
The war in your head
That I did not understand
That I did not understand

And the questions pour out
And the questions pour out
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
The sound of you falling
I did not understand
As the trembling heart of a man
Did not understand
The sound of a trembling heart

Comments

[embroiderama]

Man, that's gorgeous. It works really well for Dean--such a dark but accurate look at him.

[glendaglamazon.livejournal.com]

I am very intrigued...downloading!

[(Anonymous)]

wow, that was amazing, so well done, it made me tear up and really feel for dean, i think it might be the best dean angsty vid ive seen yet! i loved it, keep up the great work and once again, just wow!

[lostandalone22.livejournal.com]

I gotta say, I normally don't watch videos that are just Dean, but the title caught my interest, and I'm glad that it did. I love the way that you put the video together, the timing is wonderful, you've narrated it very well, and that song is kickass. Great amount of Dean!angst, and I love how you made it seem like the song was from Sammy.

[clex_monkie89.livejournal.com]

Holy friggen' crap, dude. I just...

Dean needs SO MANY HUGS.

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

He really really does.

I volunteer!

[clex_monkie89.livejournal.com]

Line forms behind me.

Technically it forms behind jewels667 because... Well. When it comes to Jensen and Dean she scares me.

[duia.livejournal.com]

SO MANY YES.

[delennbr.livejournal.com]

Wow!! The song is perfect :)
Great vid!!!

*cuddles Dean*

[alwyshrt1uluv.livejournal.com]

And now, thanks to you, Dean is officially tied with Spike as my faovirte male fictional character of all time.


...

How are you that good?!

Re: *cuddles Dean*

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

Awww thanks. And the boys just give me so much to work with! Can I help it if Dean's so pretty when he cries?