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sacrilicious13That was pretty much how I spent last night and a pretty big chunk of today. As long as I can keep myself busy I can keep from breaking down. I filled my day with with mindless tv, talking to my Mom, random craft projects.
Nighttime was different because all I could do was lie in bed and think about every single thing he said the last time I saw him and try to figure out if I was completely blind to miss this. And then I thought about every single thing I said and did and wonder if I could have done something differently.
Almost all of the snow has melted. My road is a mass of ice and mud. Somehow it feels appropriate.
Nighttime was different because all I could do was lie in bed and think about every single thing he said the last time I saw him and try to figure out if I was completely blind to miss this. And then I thought about every single thing I said and did and wonder if I could have done something differently.
Almost all of the snow has melted. My road is a mass of ice and mud. Somehow it feels appropriate.
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Date: 2007-12-25 12:45 pm (UTC)