SPN Vid - A Pain That I'm Used To

[sacrilicious13]

Song Title/Vid Title: A Pain That I'm Used To
Fandom: Supernatural
Vidder: sacrilicious
Artist: Depeche Mode
Summary: Someone is always hurting Dean, and Dean usually lets them.
Characters: Mainly Dean. Some Sam and John.
Warnings: Angst
Author's Notes: My second vid for Sweet Charity. I hope you love this as much as the other one, marinarusalka! Can I help it if Dean suffering is just so damn pretty?
Spoilers: Contains clips through "Heart," but no actual spoilers.


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A Pain That I'm Used To by Depeche Mode

I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore
I just know that I'm harder to console
I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can you say what you're trying to play anyway
I just pay while you're breaking all the rules
All the signs that I find have been underlined
Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

There's a hole in your soul like an animal
With no conscience, repentance unknown
Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise
Devils feed on the seeds that are sown

I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air I will leave it there
On a note full of hope not despair

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve something that rings true

All this running around, well it's getting me down
Just give me a pain that I'm used to
I don't need to believe all the dreams you concieve
You just need to achieve something that rings true


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Comments

[not-sally.livejournal.com]

OMG, how awesome was that vid? Not only the song is perfect but dude, you chose the scenes perfectly. Also, though I doubt Depeche Mode would be a regular on the Impala, this song has the most perfect, would-totally-fit-the-Winchester's beat.
Honestly, amazing vid.

[jessikast]

Glee! I LOVE Depeche Mode, and I'm so thrilled that not only has someone done a vid to them, but that it's done so well!

[2sexyboys.livejournal.com]

Perfect song and loved you editing. Well done

[marinarusalka.livejournal.com]

OMG, I think that vid just killed me! I was already suffering from a bad case of the OHDEANS after the last episode, and now this... Beautifully done, and such perfect use of the song. I love the opening at the crossroads,and the use of "Houses of the Holy" clips over "note full of hope not despair," and how "pain that I'm used to" always matches up with moments when Sam hurts Dean. I can already see I'm going to rewatch this a million times, just like "Turn the Page."

Thank you!!!!

[athenejen]

Oof, that was excellent. I loved the staticy effect you put in a couple of times (young-Dean to old-Dean, for example), and the whole vid had a viciousness to it that really worked.

[dotfic.livejournal.com]

Bravo. Hurt a bit to watch, fascinating and achey character study of Dean.

[cass404.livejournal.com]

Love! Just loved this.

And I want to give thinky feedback but mostly I am just spinning it around and blowing kisses towards it. Angsty emo kisses, but kisses.

*plays again*

[too-rational.livejournal.com]

Oh, ow. Ow ow ow ow. *clings to Dean tearfully*

The song is just perfect, and the manpain is just like SPN-- subdued and unobtrusive, but because of that so powerful..

I loved it, thank you. *sniffles*

[eowyns.livejournal.com]

That was even more amazing than the last one. I don't know how you did that, but *wonderful*!

Thank you so much for sharing your amazing talent!

[morgandawn.livejournal.com]

I am loving your vids. Did we ever close the loop on the MPEG2 versions we were discussing?

[lostandalone22.livejournal.com]

You always make the best videos, and this was no exception. I love the song that you used, because it fits the boys. I've thought that for a while, and seeing how you made the video is so awesome. Nice job and thanks for sharing.

[dahliablue.livejournal.com]

This was fantastic! Perfect song and excellent editing. The pain is subtle and raw and I love that.

[apox--hp.livejournal.com]

Brilliant!
The quality is so crisp and clear - why aren't my SPN episodes like that *sighs* - wonderful editing of the clips and AWESOME use of the effects! And all the pain bundled together in this vid, *sobs* oh Dean *sobs even more*
Love it so much! Now I'm going to have a look at all your other vids!

[brighette.livejournal.com]

Wow, that was just perfect! The editing was spot on, the clip choices were beautiful and the pain and angst was so well done. It may not be Dean's type of music, but it's definitely a song for Dean. Beautiful job!!

[catheights.livejournal.com]

Wow, what a fantastic vid! The pacing, clip choices, the song -- all of it was just perfect. And I love the moment where young Dean blends into older Dean. Excellent work. Thanks for sharing it!

[the-muppet.livejournal.com]

Firstly, my apologies if this isn't the first time I've left you this comment. I'm looking for SPN vidders and following links for recommended vids :)

Just wondering if you'd be interested in being listed as an editor on The Imapala (http://the-impala.co.uk/), a new Supernatural vidding archive which _gater_ and I have set up to run alongside our existing Stargate vidding archive Kawoosh! (http://www.kawoosh.co.uk/)?

If you would, you can submit your vid HERE (http://the-impala.co.uk/submit/).

We do have a hosting policy which you can read about HERE (http://community.livejournal.com/the_kawoosher/25189.html).

We also have an LJ comm running alongside the site if you're interested: impala_kaz2y5

Thanks :)

[alwyshrt1uluv.livejournal.com]

o. m. g.

THE ANGST!

My Poor Dean! Why does everyone hurt you?

Especially Sammy! "Just give me a pain that I'ma used to." Ripped my heart out every time.

I absolutely loved it, my favorite one yet.