I HATE MY LIFE

[sacrilicious13]

Okay universe. I have ONE THING in my life right now that really makes me happy. My Mom is gone. I'm living in a place I hate, slowing going out of my mind with boredom. The ONE THING that keeps me sane is my lovely, beautiful car that I tell myself Mom got for me since it was paid for with her life insurance.

Today, I got in a car accident.

I'm fine, and the person whose car I hit is fine. His giant SUV had absolutely zero damage, however the front of my sweet, wonderful car is all smashed. What happened was, there was a dead deer at the side of the road that was partly laying in the road. I glanced over at the deer carcass to make sure that I didn't hit THAT, and when I looked back the guy in front of me had stopped short to turn. I slammed on my brakes but I skidded and hit the back of the SUV. The guy had a metal bumper and a trailer hitch on the back so at least there was no damage to his car and he was really nice about it, BUT MY CAR.

Tomorrow I have to take it into the Toyota place and have them fix my baby. The cop said that the damage was all cosmetic, and it should be easy to fix, but I just cannot fucking believe this happened. I drive a worthless piece of shit car that I DESPISE for three years and nothing happens to it. I drive a car that I love and adore for FIVE WEEKS and I get in an accident.

I'm just so upset about this. I love this car because I feel like it's the last present Mom ever got me. Driving this car is the only time I don't feel like hanging myself, and I broke her. I just hope it doesn't take too long for them to fix her. Even though everyone keeps telling me that once they repair everything I won't be able to tell that I was in any kind of accident, but I'm just so afraid that she won't look the same or feel the same.

I just feel like I cannot catch a break. Everytime things seem to be going slightly better for me, the universe feels the need to take a bat to my kneecaps.

Comments

[torificus.livejournal.com]

Dear universe,

DON'T MAKE ME COME IN THERE, YOU CUNT. >:( LEAVE NAS ALONE.

no love ever,
Tori >:( >:(

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

SERIOUSLY, I MEAN WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO IN MY PAST LIFE.

[cazmac.livejournal.com]

Hugs

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

::Hugs back::

[lizzyrose89.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope your car is okay.

*hugs*

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

Hopefully she will be. I took her into the body shop and they keep saying that she's going to look just like new once she's fixed.

[oaktree89.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry- at least they will be able to fix her up a bit.

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

I took her into the body shop and they keep saying that she's going to look just like new once she's fixed. It's just so depressing because BRAND NEW CAR. But the car man promised, so she better look showroom perfect when I get her back!

[deevious4.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry, Nasty :,((((

Hopefully you won't even be able to tell it happened when they're done..

[sacrilicious.livejournal.com]

That's what everyone keeps saying. I guess with most cars made now they just replace whatever parts get broken instead of trying to fix them. She just looked so SAD when I left her at the body shop. WHY DOES THE WORLD HATE ME DEE? SERIOUSLY?