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Boston Trip - Part 1: The Emo
Jan. 18th, 2008 01:43 pmWent to Boston yesterday. I pretty much just showed up at Kyle's door because I wasn't sure he'd even want to see me. We talked. He told me that he missed me. That despite him not showing it outwardly this whole thing is not easy for him. That once I'm at least working in Boston we can get back together.
The less wonderful part is I'm not allowed to call him until I move to New Hampshire in the beginning of June. He said it's just too hard and that he needs to let himself get over me. I told him I'll be calling him once on January 28th to give him my new phone number, but after that it's pretty much no contact until June.
I will never understand why he did this, but relationships aren't easy right? I really think that what we have is worth it, and if our relationship was as good as I think it was it'll still be there in four and a half months. My plan is to move to Portsmouth in June with my Mom but get a job in Boston. I'll commute for like three months or so until I'm sure that I like my job and can keep it, and hopefully I can get a place in Boston in the fall. I'm definetely going to need a roommate though. On average, two bedroom apartments only cost slightly more than one bedroom apartments in Boston. I'm hoping Joe can get his act together by the fall, but if not anyone out in LJ land feel like moving to Boston in the fall?
I got to hug him. Letting go was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but it's not like he really gave me any choice. I just have to keep telling myself that four and a half months isn't that long.
I can do this. I have to do this.
The less wonderful part is I'm not allowed to call him until I move to New Hampshire in the beginning of June. He said it's just too hard and that he needs to let himself get over me. I told him I'll be calling him once on January 28th to give him my new phone number, but after that it's pretty much no contact until June.
I will never understand why he did this, but relationships aren't easy right? I really think that what we have is worth it, and if our relationship was as good as I think it was it'll still be there in four and a half months. My plan is to move to Portsmouth in June with my Mom but get a job in Boston. I'll commute for like three months or so until I'm sure that I like my job and can keep it, and hopefully I can get a place in Boston in the fall. I'm definetely going to need a roommate though. On average, two bedroom apartments only cost slightly more than one bedroom apartments in Boston. I'm hoping Joe can get his act together by the fall, but if not anyone out in LJ land feel like moving to Boston in the fall?
I got to hug him. Letting go was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, but it's not like he really gave me any choice. I just have to keep telling myself that four and a half months isn't that long.
I can do this. I have to do this.
